Page 432
By Jack Joseph Smith
By Jack Joseph Smith
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This page admits an inability to play music while insisting that words still arrive as songs that have to be written.
The cleaned handwritten ending shifts the emphasis from ignorance about songs to not knowing how, which makes the page less dismissive and more vulnerable. Writing becomes an obligation that persists even without formal musical skill.
'Alone' is a songwriter's confession of having the gift without the craft. The speaker sits 'looking at paper' while admitting he 'can't play a gutar, can't read music / and can't carry a tune' for 'more than / ten timee seconds', nor 'touch a / piano either'. Yet 'words go through your head and / rhyme, just about all the time', even if 'half / the time you got to look them up' - a labor 'tough and never rewarding'. The page closes on a vulnerable dedication, language scattered 'All over the place and everywhere / In the brain': 'I am writing you songs / Even though I don't know how' - the offering made precisely in the absence of skill.