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By Jack Joseph Smith
By Jack Joseph Smith
Original Scan
AI Interpretation
This second 'Butterfly' page mixes desire, moral uncertainty, and self-consciousness into a meditation on going one's own way into the light.
The scan-reviewed text sharpens the speaker's denial of mysticism while still making the page feel revelatory. It keeps asking whether innocence, goodness, and self-absorption can be separated once another person's presence has altered the scene.
A second 'Butterfly' opens by disclaiming mystery - 'I am not mystical' - while admitting 'I didn't see a thing when / I saw every bit of it'. The girl 'had never been in a warm woods', and the page presses on moral collapse: whether she would 'know the differance between good and evil even / through many times they do the same thing'. It ends as a confession of will and self-absorption - 'if I was / not self centered I would not have gone this far my / way into the light.'