Beginning
By Jack Joseph Smith
By Jack Joseph Smith
Original Scan
AI Interpretation
A vivid memory of wartime infancy in a Los Angeles orphanage during 1941, where nuns, paper airplane hats, starched sheets, and blackout sirens compose a scene of institutional origin that is both absurd and ceremonial.
The poem blends the comic details of institutional life with the gravity of World War II, making childhood memory and historical crisis share the same darkened corridor.
An origin scene set in a wartime orphanage: 'We were born / Paper airplane hats went around turning out the lights,' the 'white sheets were starched enough to creak,' and 'the nuns had still starched wings for breasts too.' A 'laymen' warden in 'a black tie' enforces 'the order that it was to black for light,' the skirted assistants 'told each other in secret they didn't want to do it,' and a 'SIREN' that 'hed TO BE GOD'S whistle' drives everyone to the switch at 'the ends of the corridor.' The poem lands its frame in the final lines: 'me were to lete to now it was World Yar II / 1941 immediately young / And Los Angeles vas efraid of Japan.'
The poem fuses two darknesses - the institutional lights-out of the orphanage and the air-raid blackout of 1941 - so that the infant's first knowledge is of obedience to a command to switch the world off, with the siren elevated to 'GOD'S whistle.' Its comedy is irreverent and bodily (nuns' wings as breasts, assistants 'still to loose for Jesus,' the 'big DCCTCRPRISST' assembled 'right from the whispers'), but the comedy serves a real claim: that consciousness begins inside someone else's authority and fear. The closing date-stamp converts private memory into history. OCR garble is heavy in the religious-authority line ('DCCTCRPRISST', 'Yar II'); I preserve the source spellings and read those words conservatively, but the wartime-orphanage frame is unmistakable.