; LAs, Cy. mearis "Last Amerieam City"”
L.A.C, Segment
This day was as meaningless as all the others, Spending
too much time arguing with a right wing bum. A recidivist
at that. Our street language from two different ages would
never permit the weaving of a conversation, but obvious to
each other being men inclined toward drink, we kept on
yapping. Feed up with it the cowboy in the bunk. below me
exponded on the unlikelyhood, or sillyness, of one attempte
ing to become @ movie star when not knowing how to roll
cigarettes. He definately looked like Steve Mc Queen, and
I was terrible at rolling cigarettes, having something to
do with my not yet smoking grasse :
It was in the Los Angeles County Jahl, or Glass House as it
is called. There were eight of us in four doubble bumks in
a cell that measured approximently eight by fourteen feet.
Toilet included, Which with at least some decency of logic
intended, sat at the opposite end of the cell door, or the
"slammer" as I see ite
There at the back, high above the toilet, concrete re=
treated from the wall in an upward slant until it went
into the form of a low laid rectangle incasing glass.
A very thick glass. So in the daylight hours one saw a
thinly blurred sky. And though it was nineteen sixty
six and a time. before a complete technological society;
I am sure that the glass was reinforced with some sort
of chemical, some sort of plastic.
Now "lights out" had drifted into the late night. The
other five were asleep, Four gone away in lock up with
"I'm mister Blue, won't tell you," done simply in song
at dusk by the cowboy, I was only awake because the man
in the top bunk across from mine was making such a stir,
so that he and his sounds took all my attention. Suddenly
he woke up, and turned over on his side toward me. He
then asked if it would be alright 1f he spoke to me
about the dream he was hawing. He was gentle. He said
he would not have mentioned it to me, but he had noticed
that I was awakes
I told him to go on and tell me about the dream and this
is what he said.
“Naturally you know I am a Mexican, I have been Living
“on the streets most of my life. One night seven years
ago I came up behind a well dressed man in the dark,
and hit him on the head with an iron bar, It made a
thud that I could feel in my Imees, I had hit him for
money, but the sickness was too much, and I turned
away and rane
The next day, and through the following week, I
looked in the newspapers for a death notice about
anyone who had been killed from a bash in the head
in that area of town. There was nothing. And when
I returned to the street corner a few days latter
the street was normal, and I couldn't ask any ques-
tions about anything different happening that was
not normal, without me that ise:
For the past seven years I have had this dream oftens
I wander through a desert at night over white sand
until I come to an area of rocks. At first the rocks
are small, but they rise up becoming larger as I walk
one The larger they become the more spaces between
them; forming tunnels. At last I am where the rocks
end, and I am able to see twisted treeseo. beyond
theme Here a face appears, as if it had come from
out of the trees into the tunnels to meet and lead me
out of the last of the rocks. The face is a ghost,
because it stretches and changes often, and moves
from tumnel to tunnel, freely through the rocks without
& body of flesh, bones, and blood. You see it happening
2
but it has no snares
I can see the trees through the tunnels each time sure=
ly, and they twist like trees growing out of the sand
by an ocean of strong winds The feeling from the face
is not afraid. It sincerely seems to want me to walk
with 1t# to whatever is beyond the trees. But I can not
move from terror, and I awake from the dream never seo=
ing, never touching where the act of murder, if I really
did kill him, wants to take meg"
He stared at me momentarily while a dead end nineteen
sixty four Iago de Chapala bar is going @round my head
with a Mexican doctor pissing his pants through his sing=
ing of “show me the way to go home," as & young Mexican
attempts to knife him in his umresisting heart for his
disgrace, but midway sees all disgust lost like all our
floor spit, and therefore exists only to distroy the body
of his cherry nineteen fifty seven chevy’
like an insert I said to my celImate, “I had freighting
dreams too," trying to express that I didn't have any way
of understanding what his dream was actually doing to hime
In an uncertain manner I told him that I hoped the man
lived, but if he was dead maybe the dream ment that he
would meet the man when he died alsoe
What else was there to say. I went to sleep. Maybe
he dide Maybe he didn't. Possibly I had learned
something in Los Angeles that was different, Some=
kina of meaning that changes a person. Possibility
still stood though, that I had note
Not to sound poetics But something of a possible
intelligence came to me way latter like thiseecs
(around the well we will reach even knowing the
child is gones)