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By Jack Joseph Smith
By Jack Joseph Smith
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Leaving life and turning back becomes a strange lesson in being watched, saved, and seized at once, until even the shape of a circle promises an ending that will never finish.
Angels and hell-raisers arrive together, refusing any simple moral sorting of rescue. The poem's best insight is that return changes self-awareness: once someone has crossed out and back, ordinary perception feels permanently observed. The closing circle is beautiful because it joins ignorance and intuition, letting the speaker claim permanence without schooling.
The poem likens 'The difference in life' to 'the glide in old fashioned math,' watching himself 'slid' and being 'caught by angels,. / and hell raisers at the same time' - rescue with no moral sorting. 'Something happens when you leave life, / and then turn around and start back in': afterward perception feels permanently 'always watched.' The closing wish - to 'say, / I never went to school' so that seeing 'a good circle' he 'could necessarily say,. / I know this will never end' - joins ignorance and intuition into earned permanence.