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By Jack Joseph Smith
By Jack Joseph Smith
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AI Interpretation
The poem refuses the fantasy of loving the gift while desiring the giver's death, tracing betrayal back to the mind's appetite for violence.
The page names a mental trap: wanting to keep a gift while wishing away the giver. Its language turns betrayal into a street-level pathology, moving from possession and theft toward the harder discipline of leaving the bad thought alone.
'Bad Thoughts:' diagnoses an impossible double-wish - 'You can't keep the gift / And want the death / Of the same person / At the same time' - when a giver of 'something / Impossible to buy' then 'begins to steal / In all ways,' a stealing the poem calls 'Pathological now.' The speaker toys with murder ('Kill it perhaps, when your sure / The eyes and the hands are a trick') at the spot 'where you wanted / Perception to be finished,' in 'A place where danger is unredeamable.' Its resolution is restraint rather than action: 'Leave it alone, so you can come back, see it again; / The answer to bad thought.' Source spelling 'unredeamable' is preserved.