Toy

By Jack Joseph Smith

The burned baby on the wooden bed This nineteen year old whore Covering herself with the same dark blue quilt that drapped the springs Stretching the cover of the cloth, so there would be no horror, or care I asked her for her tits, but she said I can't The sex was nothing, bottomless and empty But the unusual beauty, the outward strength, and deep sorrow of her face stay the same She actually told me to turn my head, while she went to get her wrap Some teen aged black fox, be telling you that when there could be things better now I stood up off the bed waiting for Toy to come back She was sick, I heard her in the bathroom and worried Then we stood there adressing one another Saying things like thanks and how ya doing, and I would love you any time like any other person. And then I asked her what was wrong and she told me about the fire and she was then a very intelligent child Would I marry her yes as she took off her gown Earth and God she was devistating I left with her, seeing the crooked lines of her flesh.

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An uneasy encounter poem in which desire, pity, and damage are inseparable, making intimacy feel exposed and ethically unstable.

Claude

'Toy' is a narrative of a paid encounter with a 'nineteen year old whore' named Toy, whose body bears 'the crooked lines of her flesh' from a fire that also killed a baby - 'The burned baby on the wooden bed'. The transaction is hollow - 'The sex was nothing, bottomless and empty' - but the speaker keeps registering her 'unusual beauty, the outward strength, / and deep sorrow of her face', her modesty ('She actually told me to turn my head'), and her intelligence ('a very intelligent child'). It moves toward a vow that cannot be kept - 'Would I marry her yes as she took off her gown / Earth and God she was devistating' - and ends with the speaker leaving 'with her, / seeing the crooked lines of her flesh'.

The title is the cruelest word in the poem and its moral center: 'Toy' is the woman's name, but it also brands her as a thing for use, and the poem's whole pressure is the friction between that label and the full person who keeps emerging through it. Smith builds the scene by piling damage - burned baby, dark blue quilt 'stretching the cover... so there would be no horror, or care', scar lines, sickness in the bathroom - and then refuses pornographic distance: the blunt request 'I asked her for her tits, / but she said I can't' is met with her refusal, and the speaker's gaze shifts from appetite to recognition of 'deep sorrow' and 'outward strength'. The fairy-tale impulse to marry her is undercut the instant it appears ('yes as she took off her gown'), so the poem knows its own rescue fantasy is hollow. What it can honestly do is see her scars on the way out, which is both the limit of his tenderness and its only proof. In the Sinatra-to-Christ frame, this is incarnation read at the bottom of the world - damaged flesh insisted on as 'devistating', the source spelling kept, holy and ruined at once.