Page 205
By Jack Joseph Smith
By Jack Joseph Smith
Original Scan
AI Interpretation
Marie answers questions about civilization, guilt, fear, drudgery, and wonder with a cool survival intelligence.
The page is conversational, but it is really about what kinds of feeling a civilized life permits. Marie's tone suggests that wonder survives only by moving through the body's burdens rather than escaping them.
Marie's eyes go 'the gray blue of survival,' as if 'some clash with suffering had cast a perminant badly formed picture on her brain' before the question was even asked - and to Animal her reply feels like 'a warm family joke his own life had missed.' When Montreal proposes they are 'weighing your own part in civilization,' she names the load flatly: 'Guilts, fears, drudgery and wonder.' He flips open his hand offering 'guilt, fear, and drudgery' but presses how they can become 'wonder' upon 'the largest bones of your personality'; Marie deflects with deadpan literalism - 'My hip bone is the largest bone of my personality' - so he redirects to 'consaintrate on wonder.' Her closing 'Wonder is wonderful' insists she will 'see what I feel' regardless of the sensation. This reading remains provisional because extensive marginal and interlinear handwriting on the page is unresolved and was omitted.