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By Jack Joseph Smith
By Jack Joseph Smith
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A cold drive to nursery school becomes a small conflict over hats, warmth, obedience, and the lonely silence of snow behind closed car windows.
The child measures himself against the father's cold and wants almost competitively to endure more, but the conversation keeps returning him to rules set by the mother and enforced by the father. Snowy streets full of other children make the isolation sharper, especially when their open mouths are seen without sound.
In the frozen car the boy 'tryed to hypnotize myself with the windshield wipers' and competitively 'wanted to be colder' than his father scraping snow outside. The drive becomes a small standoff over a hat: 'I hate hats', met with 'Don't be stupid Michael', the father invoking the mother's authority and fear of sickness. Watching other 'kiks' throwing snowballs toward 'regular school', their 'mouths opened without sound' behind the sealed windows, he 'felt alone in the silence of snow' - and admits 'I don't want to go to nursery school' even as he hedges that it's 'alright'.