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132 the emotional pain of human experience, But he never did? No: he didn't, Did you? Noy but what I felt in my body, I also felt in my mind You have told me of experience, and no doubt you have many more stories to relate, But each story is only an extention of the other, Each story is within the same cycle, It seems that it is your direction to continue relating to the cycles and : although it is your desire to incréase the denenfions of your experiences, it seems that the force is compelling you to keép them within the eirelethe cycle is-made -of{ You know, of course, that if you do not go beyond experience as being your framework for Imowledge, your: spitit will demand the death experience, That is where you are go$ng, Toward the complete human experiences inalditys, You talk about the Neilests; Well if your mind and body were together at the same time in the place where only their heads arey.you would be deadg Yes, they are talking Nettzhie, But at this point, a have simply not arrived at where Neitzhie Wass Their dread is the lemcndlod gh tear have of Christ withing. They are passives. because they are-waiting to go beyond the concept of the martyrs They are not Ei abdle, for, or fight against, for that matter, a world they see as being dispeekabies I have been Christ too, I have gone into the temple,which was the whore houses ‘ and driven all the rich merchants and phony college kids out and into the streets : go their faces could be seen in the red and blue of an electric nights I have risked my life for the whoresy and fought the pimp in the alley with the Imowledge of his secret guns But what difference does it make Michael? You are only fighting for yourself