he may see the pain to walk away from it, As I walked toward Daniet I saw his
lifted face take on an expreesion of a man alone ina field waiting for God to
say, disappears I knew it was myself I was seeing, as I walked to hims' The time
had some for me to go away from what I had thought myself to bes No one would
recognize me, They would begin to look away as I walked between them, 4 change |
ves coming hard and sheding light on ny vimiowy I would have to look at its No
matter how unclear this moment might be, It must be followeds.
Later in the dreary morning of a drunken sleep, I had a dream Dania and I
had stayed in the bar until closing, walked the street thinking, and then gone
away from the growing silent street to our castle homess I had been thinking
about my father and his business friendss My so called Uncle Jackie had long
ago left my father, because of political veagons, He had been more: involved with
the man named Hammerigan, Not that Hammerigan had given Uncle Jackie more power,
than he had given my father, It was just that Uncle Yackle and Hammerigan were
cloger in their way of thinking, Ihéy were both power seers and very tightly
ven tae: ote ts -
involved with the cin idhtes My father was not, He had been set up by Hammerigan,
This was certainly trues 5ut he was not a wheeler dealers He was acbasicly honest ~
i many whose honestly was used for profits During the time when they were making
gaap1a acennnen illegal my father was losing a great deal of moneys His association
with Hammerigan grew in distance, Hammerigan was being sgoautibegill by the Senates.
for income tax é@vasiow and asked my father to interchange properties with him for
protection, When my father said nog Uncle Jackie quickly severed his association
with my father.
I lay themy bed thinking of the vieiousness of that twisted world, and fell off:to
sleep, I was standing in my fathers offices It was very dark, with a single light
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