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: director was a Mount Lebanon womeng b+ very free in relation to her enviohtent,
She drank beer, and always offered me one, when I entered her home, I loved to
watch her, as she reminded me of a little pixie, 5% she was sad in her light
laughter; Always there was the feeling of attempt within her spirit; Nothing was
ever completed, and each show would be followed by anogthers I didn't know how to
act around her and her artist friends at first, bt socom discovered, that they
were as wild as some of my past friends, except that they were going in anq}ither
direction,. They seemed very deeply torn, byt covered it all with fine speech and
contr@led movements; They were dancing on the voice vibrations of pretenseg catch Ly f
ing their sg@ighs on the whisp of a moment, and singing with laughter cuss tee a 5
of recognition, The mind was a flowing dream of desire, but it would never be the
implement of fullfillments: Life was a rehearsal, Always an illusion,. suspended in
its waiting to be finished,,
Beaause of the accident with O'Dandy, frequent opperations of plastic surgery had f
become a part of my life; During this time I decided not to shaves as I was holding
on to the last feeling of being a wealthy derflicti Also, I had sued O'Dandy's
insurdence company; and I was going to receive Five thousand dollars, when I reached
the age of twenty ones It was nice to know that a good little gift would be coming,
that had no attaclitient with my parentss. My drinking had ยข,,t down considerably, and
I was staying away from O'Dandy and his crowd of rummys, However, when I first quit
working for my father and began to study actingy I had started running an open air
beer bar on Sundays, I called ita picnic, and college kids from all over would come
to my place in the park, and drink and take the more questionable girls from Mount
Lebanon into the high grass below my payvillions. On several occasions 0! Dandy and
crew showed yp for beer and song, and on each sych visit the day ended in battle