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By Jack Joseph Smith

Where is the hereafter? Society is the hereafter, and that godhead I believe in. You believe in society? I feel it all the time. It's a pain in the ass, but everyone has their own way of worshiping pain. Your both jagg offs, said O'Dandy. Pain is in silence, and silence dosen't exist. What if it comes suddenly Dandy, when you're unprepared. Suddenly Dandy, everything is silent. Then what do you do? I shout at it. Ha ha, but what if your dead, yet still aware. If I am aware, I don't have to shout. That's what I mean. Do you think you are aware? No. Do you think anyone is? I don't know. Don't kid yourself, they arn't. Anyway I don't believe you can be dead and aware at the same time. That's alot of bull shit. To be aware, you have to think of your self as being on that level, or whatever you want to call it. That alone makes aware ness bull shit. Why, I questioned. Because when your dead, you lose your mind. If not, what the fuck would be the sense in dying? I love death, said Murphy. It lingers over the cement, like the beedy eyes of a bird, when its still as stone on the limb of a falling tree.

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Riding in O'Dandy's Cadillac through shabby coal towns, Michael watches stars and black hills slide past while O'Dandy presses him about dreams, misery, and whether he prefers rock and roll, jazz, or symphony.

The car ride opens a strange tenderness inside the rough company, because motion and night let Michael say things he could not say standing still. O'Dandy keeps needling him, but the questions about music and dreams are also a way of testing what kind of life Michael thinks he belongs to.

Claude

The post-release talk turns to last things: Murphy names 'Society' as 'the hereafter, and that godhead I believe in,' worshiping it as 'a pain in the ass' like 'everyone has their own way / of worshiping pain,' while O'Dandy dismisses both as 'jagg offs' and reduces metaphysics to a flat materialism - 'when your dead, you lose your mind. If not, what the fuck would be the / sense in dying?' His argument against awareness is self-cancelling by design ('To be aware, you have to think of your / self as being on that level... That alone makes aware / ness bull shit'). The page's beauty surfaces in Murphy's love of death imagined as 'the beedy eyes of a / bird, when its still as stone on the limb of a falling tree.'