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By Jack Joseph Smith
By Jack Joseph Smith
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AI Interpretation
Back at the station, Michael watches Dandy laugh his way into custody and sees Murphy in a glass cage near the two girls, while his thoughts turn into a weary, sexualized, church-like meditation on battle, exhaustion, and performance.
The station becomes another stage and another chapel of degradation. Michael's voice is tired but still theatrical, caught between mocking the scene, desiring it, and recognizing that the day's battles have become repetitive ritual.
O'Dandy is hauled off 'giggling like a madman' with his trademark 'eah, he he,' and the narrator follows in a long inward riff about being his clown - 'Following you in these times of / darkness has given my amused nature more than a clowns topsy terby grace... the bottom becomes the mercy and I feel reality in the scraping of the dregs.' Inside the station's 'pretentiously dim walls,' Murphy sits 'in a glass cage' near 'two eyelished girls' covering their breasts on 'wooden / pews,' and the narrator mock-consecrates the scene as church - 'Let us consecrate the sinners' - addressing Murphy on never letting the girls 'feel your hell' lest 'they would have become / mothers.' The reverie sours into a coarse, exhausted self-mockery - 'It's only the second time today... I am tired.' Source sexual language is preserved as archival text per the scan review.