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Then it is fear and not intelligence, that keeps you from relating to the cops honestly. If you went beyond them, by blowing them up or by not relating to them at all, they would discover, at least in their relationship to you, that they were useless. At that point, they would force you to take it all the way. Either you would have to exercise great self control, and never get involved with them again, or you would have to fight them until the death. They represent many things, don't they Dandy? The cops are figure heads. Stupid archtypes in a physical form demonstrat ing the general ways of relating, that our system has physiologically forced upon us. You're not ready to take it all the way with them, one way or anouther, and I don't think you ever will be. You'll always be driven Dandy. You'll always be inbetween, and you'll always be driven, because your spirit was born with to much awareness, that you refuse to follow. Yes it does exist. That word, that you detest so much. Boy, you sure want to paint it red don't you. Hey Murf, do you want to get laid? Sure, let's get rambling. Would the journey sufficate you Dandy? What fucking journey? The journey through the earth. The decention, the journey from space to space. The final search. I'm not searching for space you jagg off. The depths would enable us to see then what we can't see now. After we experience the earth, we will be able to see the sky. Eah, I'll be staring at something much stroger than the sky in about one hour. He started the car and we began to slowly move along the wide and long streets. Is what I think Dandy is, that every time you compromise, someday, sometime, or