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By Jack Joseph Smith

You shouldn't be like a baby, and expect me to come and get you every day. I'm not a baby. And what are you doing sitting on the floor? You could have sat on the couch you know. I stood up and began walking toward her and I knew the whole world was listening, when I said, I sat on the floor, because I wanted the room to look biger. At first I was happy, when she told me to go in the room with the other children and eat my lunch; but after I had passed through the room and its children and taken my packed lunch from the cloak room, I became afraid with the inter embarrassment of a child. There in the cloak room I had no time; and now I was afraid she would come. My long hall had been seperate from them. It gave me distance. They had had to come to me. That's the way it was. It had been set. But now I must go to them. It was hard, but I was afraid of her call. I had to walk from the cloak room to their room, for if she or they came to me I would cry. When I stepped from the cloak room their faces were bright and involved with lunch, and she was busy talking and smiling with everyone. Later in the day I was happy. I even giggled, when Mrs. Williams said it was time to go home. I was one of the last ones to be taken home, and although I had fun with the other children in the back of the new station wagon, I was glad to leave a winter childs close communion of heavy coats and climb, feet un touching the seat covers cleaner than snow, until my boots stood in the street slosh and I said, good by Mrs. Williams.

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Asked why he sits on the floor, the child says he wanted the room to look bigger, then struggles through lunch, cloakroom fear, and the return to group life before finally riding home relieved.

That line about making the room look bigger explains the whole hallway episode: space itself has become part of his defense and imagination. Once he has to cross back toward the others under her call, the hall loses its power and the ordinary school world turns frightening.

Claude

Scolded for behaving 'like a baby' and for sitting on the floor, the boy gives the line that retroactively explains the whole hallway episode: 'I sat on the floor, because I wanted the room to look biger'. Reentry undoes his power - 'My long hall had been seperate from them. It gave me distance. They had had to come to me ... But now I must go to them' - and crossing back from the cloak room he is gripped by 'the inter embarrassment of a child', certain that if she or they came to him 'I would cry'. By day's end the dread lifts; he giggles, then rides home in the station wagon, glad to leave 'a winter childs close communion of heavy coats', boots landing 'in the street slosh' for his goodbye.