Page 36
By Jack Joseph Smith
By Jack Joseph Smith
Original Scan
AI Interpretation
Once the child is dressed and fitted with Christmas shoes and jacket, the house fills with holiday guests who look festive but hollow, and the adult laughter begins to feel like a performance of rising wealth.
The domestic room turns into a carnival of faces, bourbon glasses, cherries, oranges, and business manners, but the child reads strain beneath the surface almost immediately. Wurlitzer success and executive aspiration are present less as pride than as a social costume everyone is trying to keep on.
Finished dressing (shoes from Grandmother Frost, jacket from Grandmother Faolain), the boy enters the party as 'a non identified shifting of a many faced carnival', women 'smiling like false eyelashed children' and a man 'balancing the martini glass on his grownup head'. He weaves through 'their different worlds appearing and disappearing', answering questions 'as Michael would be my name', the guests 'like flash cards runing above my eyes' while he moves 'in my own underworld'. His sharp social read carries the page: 'their stretching faces filled with straining laughter ... wanted to be happier than they were', the laughter unreal 'because they did not belong there; together', all of them 'beginning to be the silent wealthy', placed 'to be executives and not dictators'.