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By Jack Joseph Smith
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fo wish my wish for crorybeasyB napineess This was ‘my wish, in prayerful4
silence leng after this was said, Bless us:0h Lerd and these thy gifts
which we are abeut te receive-in thy bounty through Christ eur Lord, Auen;
I hepe everyone will be happy for everand ever,’
~ war argument started) just(Gliittte while after we had‘ finished’ dinner
Zan I felt alot ef fear, It was:something about whe was more stupid, And
everything was:stupid and there wassa sacrili¢ge in: the:homes'
Please step it, I said, But it went on and emand began to build with ne
place te goo All the people had gene, but thet distance was-still there-
and it had te have ceme inte the minds ef my mother and fathers They kept
en arguing therein the living room and'I slowly backed inte the halls I:
didn't know what te de and I didn't knew why I was-alones But I was alone~
and that centered power-began te come over me,’ I juet stood there watching
them and began te think about runing-aways I was-really afraid when I
thought abeut it-and‘felt that I could de its \
Please-step it, I saids
My father lecked at’me and told me that maybe I better go up stairs, I
said I wanted to stay up and they became confused, because: they knew it
wasn't even my bedtime yet, And it was-Christmas:and I was suppesed’ te be
allewed to stay up lates My father: turned! away from af and continued talk
ing +o my mother: in a semewhat lower veices But there was-already te?much
sulistence te caine eordidlill Aint had been forming threugh the day; “he
substance-was strong: and it’ wasn't even there any longers Tieke Voices
began te build again, and as they leeked areund they could see-that their:
guests-were goneg I ceuld see-that my father was-beceming mere and mere a