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CHAPTER II
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My mind changed with the sensitiveity of epring ;smmer fall, watehed
through the windows-of axsecure-heme; The sumer deepened it it's: color,,
and as-they had wiehed their ehiddren began to return to school; I saw
them walking up the hill, when I was-alone in the bathroom, which I always
really liked, because I could leck the doorgand be afraid tht ecs
spinning dreams I and only I was afraid of, The spiders were seldom, but-
I was-amall so they were forever thereg Everything wasstile, but it waen'é&
like bathrooms borrowed frem the world, It'was-my bathroom and the mirror:
belonged to me so strongly, that it became @a matter ef course-foer lege
i: ani%ces dott, but‘ rummy for the future, 4@ stand on the top-down tdlet
! seat’ and'watch the mirror above the sink love-me in the morning, until the
sun spoke of my neighbors’ watching’
IT was -young enough to understand their pediing on a someday morning, and
I would leave my right hand windew level with my knees:and run: finally fallin,
| down carpet: stairs 40 watch my seasons change on a red and long couch covered
: with-mom made quiltes Always in the morning under lace curtained windows,
tip toes paid in a spanking, while children marched to school without Captein
“ pujchal Joc Kl
3 Please come eff that couch and eat your breakfast( befere Dad comes
down for his¢
I walked from the living room through the hall and sat in the one chair
\ pulled up under the little-white-kitehen table near the stoves My mother put
; her speen into a steaming pany and I watched’ as my oatmeal with UnTS it
i was-gently dropped in one big gob into my bowl, The way my mother: talked
Walkin, to the foenben) tt was-as if spring ceme so soon that year, +hat winter
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