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By Jack Joseph Smith

I was frightened too afraid of the first mate But I gathered my weight and so most everybody down Whatever happens that comes to man I supposed would have to be entered in the ledger For there was no doctor here to tend us And his face was frozen in fear For what I had said meant all would have to confront the ship terror of the first mate Which I well knew he would not be able to do So I called him on it saying without him we would all ride it out I said he'd tell the Mate that men must be saved My case was absurd but not blurred For it made all aware I had a hate for the Mate as well as the fear But don't make a mistake For the scene to be entered in the ledger

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GPT

Fear of the first mate turns into a demand that the crisis be named and entered into the ship's record.

What matters here is not bravery in any heroic sense but the speaker's insistence on public acknowledgment. With no doctor present and the head stockman paralyzed by fear, the page turns the ledger into a moral instrument: if the suffering is written down, it can no longer be passed off as ordinary ship routine.

Claude

Another variant of the ledger argument. The narrator, afraid of the First Mate but gathering his weight, names his hate alongside his fear and insists the scene be entered in the ledger so the officers cannot scrub it. The repetition across pages is the book thinking its way toward a final account.